Void Calls

by Coldswell

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1.
Late nights, driving on my own. Do you wanna know? You don’t wanna know. These thoughts crowding my mind. This anxiety, it’s overwhelming me They call to me. The headlights of the highway on my way back home, and hopefully someday we'll meet. Wasting everyday. What’s the point anyway? Should I Just let it go? I wanna let it go. Head first late at night, our cars will collide. I wanna meet you in the void tonight. Searching for a sign, nothing feels right Am I strong enough? I'm not strong enough.
2.
Dark Eyes 04:07
Take this, break it, make it disappear now. I don’t know where to start Can’t you just see its all in your head now? We do not have to part. Dark Eyes, tell me where you wanna go. I feel sicker than I've ever know. Yes you make the perfect enemy to my super powered apathy. I just can't wait for this to unfold now, it is my favorite part. Failing to see what we have in store now, why should we even start? I feel sick when I'm on my own. Heart beats faster when I'm with you, alone. All these things I've said, I know, are true. In the end what do they mean to you? When the end of the line is up ahead in the road, and you feel as if there is no place left to go. Then your skin starts to peel off straight from the bone, surely then you will know that there is something wrong. Then you start to recall how you got here, and the people you loved, they all disappeared. With the end in sight and you're starting to sweat, and you think to yourself, what do you regret?
3.
Nervousness 03:27
Holding on tightly to everything along the way. It’s so exciting, just watch it all fade away. But I’m not giving everything. My grip is slipping, I’ve said this all before. Don’t expect a thing, I don’t deserve it anymore But I’m not giving everything. You tell me its alright, but I know that’s not the case. It's deep in my conscience, anxiety in everything. And I'm consumed by nervousness. It's so exhausting sleeping in everyday. What’s the point in getting up anyway? But I'm not giving everything.
4.
Fairweather 03:53
When you left, here that night, you never said goodbye. I’ve been there so many times, you never have the time. Just say what’s on your mind, those secrets lead to lies. You are my friend but half the time, I’m in the waiting line. You’ve never cared you never have that is so obvious to me, you'll just leave me on my own. Fairweather as you seem, you're never there conveniently. You're busy too busy for me. Then I find I'm here alone, with no answer on your phone. Breaking down I start to think. Is this worth it at all? I know there should be more, you all feel like such a chore. But I know what I'll do, I'll come crawling back to you. Why should I listen at all? When you don't care to call.
5.
We are patiently waiting for something to come and save us from everything we’ve done. Don’t give in too soon, make sure it works for you. I’m not ready yet, this can't be all we get. Before we make room for someone, we wanna get our, get our head straight first. Now we feel it's fine, who knows, things change all the time. Will I mess this up? Maybe, I’ve had enough.
6.
Upside Down 05:20
We're waiting on the rain to wash it all away. It covered everything, and rivers turned to seas. Now everything is lost, I guess it works for me. 'Cause things always change, don’t rush by everything. It’s the last time I will blink, now everything is turned around. What happened any way? I'm standing but I'm upside down. It can happen any day, without you I will fall down. But you leave anyway, and now I'm spun around. But I know, that I don't know. But I know... Times we used to share, can't find them anywhere. Somewhere in my mind clouded with despair. I miss it all the time, even though you left me here. We never said goodbye. you just left alone that night.
7.
Lucky Number 03:26
I don't wanna feel this, can we stop this now? This whole charade is getting old. Who are you fooling? We both know this much. Shouldn't you just give it up? Your lies now, will follow behind you. Nowhere to hide, they're right behind you. It's just a shadow, you never heard that. You think it all will be fine. Now the tension starts to build inside. You really have lost your mind. There's no use saying your lucky number. It's all falling behind you. There's no use praying it won't get better. It's all falling around you.
8.
Fall Apart 05:55
Is that what you think of me now? So nervous but oh so proud. I never get anywhere now. You tell me "It will be fine, it just gets hard sometimes". I never believed you at all. I know, it won't be long till I fall apart. Here it will start. Things come to those who wait, I’m done waiting it's too late. Well maybe just one more day. I'll stand up and look around, I hope I can make it out. Just show me the light, shine it now. It's all I have left to go, hoping that something holds. I'm grasping at straws in the dark. Just take a walk clear your head, don’t leave, just stay instead. Just don’t leave me all on my own, alone.
9.
Good Enough 04:12
Picture perfect masterpiece, break it right in front of me. Was it worth the things you said? You can leave, just go ahead. But I know what to do. I bet this is killing you. I don’t think I'm good enough, I might as well give it up. It's your perfect masterpiece, breaking it in front of me. I should try and get ahead! Nevermind, just stay in bed. Wasting days on things I hate. Stay inside just masturbate. If you still don’t know whats wrong, you’ve been the problem all along. If you think that's just the way, you are so wrong.
10.
Inquietude 00:44
11.
Serenity 03:52
I don’t trust myself or anybody else. The way things have been, I'll be somebody else. I don’t feel anything. Is that the way its supposed to be? I need to find serenity. All the things I hold, I'm not strong enough All that we've been told, was for somebody else.
12.
Giving Up 05:22
I’m giving up waiting for a change that’ll never come. Everything I've ever had has once decided that it has had enough. All I've ever done is feel like I'm the one deserving of something more than I have ever had, But I don’t deserve it I never have. This time I've had enough. I"ll try and not give it up. It's not easy as that, to get back on track. As hope fades remember there will be another day. Waiting on the light to show the way, but it gets darker everyday. Don’t let this go, there's gotta be a way that I don’t know. It’s the only way I've ever known, write it out like this so someone knows. Take it as it come, life will take its toll on everyone. Nothing works out for anyone, just gotta keep up until its done. I'm not giving up, I know a change will someday come. You have to trust yourself with that. I know that the hope will be right back.

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released June 21, 2019

Coldswell
Evan Krise: Vocals/Guitar/Piano
Ian Hudson: Bass/Synth/Vocals
Brandon Krise: Drums/Vocals

Recorded and Produced by Coldswell
Mixed by Evan Krise
Mastered by Adam Boose at Cauliflower Audio
Artwork: Ian Hudson
Graphic Design: Govan Hudson

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